GU HAI’S WILD FANTASIES
Translators: Nancy & Sienna
Editors: Sae & Jowly
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When Gu Hai returned a minute later, Bai Luo Yin’s intoxicated eyes blazed towards him and the things that he was holding. He was instantly struck speechless.
Bai Luo Yin truly thought that Gu Hai would bring out a fancy vibrator, scented aphrodisiac, or something of that nature. Instead, what he brought out are two sets of clothes, which he was holding tightly in his hands. He swayed them back and forth as he walked over. The thing is, it would have made more sense if the clothes were see-through or had openwork designs. But they weren’t. Instead, these fucking clothes were the kind that covered and hugged the body tightly!
With eyes that beamed brightly as if he was presenting a precious treasure, Gu Hai shook the clothes out in front of Bai Luo Yin.
After a closer look, Bai Luo Yin saw that what Gu Hai was holding were: actually a 1960s’ military uniform with the cotton cuffs folded over, exposing the inner design, and; a red cotton-padded jacket made from the same era. On the surface, were two brightly colored peonies in full bloom embroidered beautifully on it, emitting a strong smell of one’s native land.
Drunk as he was, Bai Luo Yin’s innate intelligence–IQ–remained unfaltering.
This time around, he was not going to be easily fooled! Giving gu Hai another quick glance, he swiftly grabbed both of Gu Hai’s ears and firmly yanked them back. All the while, he wore an expression that warned the other, he’ll be fighting against this fool’s scheme even if his life depended on it.
“Have you ever seen anyone using a military uniform and a cotton-padded jacket with flowers on it as a sex toy before?!!”
FUCK! No wonder he couldn’t find anything. The “sex toy” was actually in front of his eyes the entire time. It’s just that he didn’t know what it was. At that time, he had mistaken it as the landlord’s grandmother’s dowry that was left here!
Noticing the sour look on Bai Luo Yin’s unimpressed face, Gu Hai hastily rescued his own ears, rubbing at them to relieve the lingering pain. Soon after he explained, “These are for the roleplay.”
“Roleplay?” Bai Luo Yin’s agog eyes narrowed slightly and swept towards Gu Hai, questioning him, “What role are we playing?”
“I’ll…” Gu Hai pointed at himself, “Act as the village chief!”
“You….” As if contemplating, Gu Hai paused for a moment.
Quite curious, Bai Luo Yin waited earnestly.
“You’ll act as a spineless coward man’s wife!”
Bai Luo Yin’s hand flew towards him, but before he could anything, Gu Hai had already protected his own ears from being assaulted by those tenacious fingers.
“Why the hell do I have to act as a spineless coward man’s wife? Why don’t you act that role?”
“Shhh! Don’t argue with me!” Gu Hai sternly held his index finger close to his lips as a secretive expression eases onto his face. “Just to tell you, this jacket is too small for me. My shoulders are too broad to fit in so I can’t wear it.”
“Do you think I’m stupid?” Bai Luo Yin scoffed as his brows rose, “All our clothes are the same size!”
“If you don’t believe me, then I’ll wear it to show you!”
Having said that, Gu Hai grabbed the jacket from Bai Luo Yin. First, he properly inserted one arm into the sleeve, then overturned the other sleeve before slipping into it. This way, the back of the jacket twisted in a loop, which made it hard for him to fully push his other arm through. It would be a miracle if he could actually wear this jacket without discomfort.
“See, I can’t even get my arm into this sleeve.” Gu Hai feigned distress as he stared helplessly at Bai Luo Yin’s disbelieving eyes.
Bai Luo Yin fixed stared at him for a long while, probably thinking that it was ridiculous to see Gu Hai wear this flower printed cotton jacket. Finally, he dim-wittedly bursted into laughter. At the same time, he also incessantly nodded his head in agreement, never once thinking to take a moment to look at the back of the jacket for any devious scheme.
“You really can’t wear it!”
“Right? Why would I lie to you?”
After saying that, Gu Hai took off the cotton jacket and handed it over to Bai Luo Yin, who immediately put it on. Although it was a bit short, it did not influence the play at hand. It wasn’t hard to tell that Bai Luo Yin’s appearance had drastically changed once the jacket was properly on. It fit him so well, that he seemed to have transformed into a native from the era where it was from. Gu Hai even brought out a pair of pants for him, but the moment Bai Luo Yin saw that they were a horrendous green color, he immediately refused, no matter what was said to coax him.
“How can you pair a red jacket with green pants?”
Gu Hai stubbornly dragged the pants on Bai Luo Yin’s legs while persistently saying words to trick him. “Only this kind of pairing will completely illustrate a peasant woman that’s simple, honest and kindhearted.”
“I’m not acting as a peasant woman!” Bai Luo Yin argued vehemently.
Upon hearing the other person’s complaint, Gu Hai stared at Bai Luo Yin, feigning an imaginary anger as he reproached him. “You’ve already agreed and changed into the clothes so you can’t just go back on your words like this.”
After pondering deeply about it, Bai Luo Yin finally promised to comply. After this, Gu Hai simply opened the front door and walked out.
‘Knock, knock, knock!’ Several knocks on the door resounded in the room.
Young Lady Bai promptly opened the door. Standing outside was the village chief Gu, who was worn out after enduring the hardships of a long journey.
Following the script that had been discussed beforehand, Young Lady Bai respectfully greeted him, “Village Chief, why have you come here so late in the night?”
When Gu Hai caught sight of Bai Luo Yin acting as a naïve and foolishly cute person, he suddenly felt that the person who opened the door for him was not the spineless coward man’s wife, but the spineless coward man himself wearing his wife’s clothes.
“You can’t be like this. It’s no good!” Gu Hai came out of character and began to criticize him. “You have to shyly yet happily say this line! Why do you have to say it shyly? Because you are having a secret love affair with me. Why do you have to say it happily? Because your husband is unable to satisfy you. You miss me and you have been longing for me to come to you for many days now.”
Bai Luo Yin gave him a glance, understanding the hint.
Gu Hai waved his hands, “Let’s start again.”
And thus, he walked out the door again.
Not long after, there was a knock at the door again.
As the door opened, Bai Luo Yin remembered to perfectly act out his part. He smiled and cheerfully said, “Village Chief, why have you come here so late in the night?”
His innocent smile consumed and replaced the stupid appearance he had before with a charming naïvety. It was so mesmerizing that village Chief Gu had to hold himself back from stretching his hands out to caress Young Lady Bai’s warm and slightly rosy cheeks. He did this in order to uphold his good moral standing and reputation as the honorable village chief. Hard as it was, he determinedly restrained the wicked and perverse intentions that beckoned to burst.
Bearing an air of inviolable righteousness, he confidently stepped into the house. Unsurprisingly, once the door was closed, he immediately exposed a frivolous and vulgar smirk.
“Your man is not home?” He questioned Young Lady Bai as his big thumb lightly pinched the latter’s chin, lifting it just a bit so that their eyes connected.
Young Lady Bai bit his lips and stayed silent. The truth was, he had forgotten his own lines. But, by a stroke of luck, the naive expression that painted his face portrayed the appearance of someone who is in the middle of both rejecting and welcoming his desires. The alluring expression managed to distract and captivate village Chief Gu to the point of confusion.
Keeping his eyes on him, village Chief Gu took one small step forward, trapping young Lady Bai into a corner and pressing his body against his. Panting heavily, he softly kissed and nibbled young Lady Bai’s smooth neck as if wanting to devour it all in one go. As this act continued, a lustful expression that said he could no longer restrain his desires stained Gu Hai’s face a light currant color.
“Chief Gu, what are you doing?” Young Lady Bai pretended to shove him away.
Hearing his enticing voice, a wicked and unrestrained smile danced its way onto Chief Gu’s handsome face. “What do you think?”
Without any warning, his hands slithered down into young Lady Bai’s pants.
“Tsk tsk…you’re not even wearing your underwear? Is it because you know that I’m coming here today?”
The mood was suddenly broken as Bai Luo Yin took to speaking the truth. “You took it off of me before the roleplay.”
Those words caused Gu Hai’s actions to halt for a moment. His face darkened as he roughly spanked Bai Luo Yin’s ass before instructing him, “Be more serious. What roleplay? Who’s roleplaying with you? Right now, you’re young Lady Bai and I’m village Chief Gu!”
Growing annoyed and impatient, Bai Luo Yin punched Gu Hai’s chest and shouted, “I’m not playing anymore!”
“Okay, okay, okay. I’m the one who took it off. I’m the one who took it off. It’s the village chief who took it off for Lady Bai. I want fuck you so if you’re wearing underwear, then how can I fuck you? Right?”
As soon as he heard Gu Hai’s appeasing words, Bai Luo Yin immediately immersed himself back into his role. “Village Chief, my husband will be home any moment now. You should quickly leave,” he said.
“So what if he returns? It’ll be great if he comes back. I’ll show him what a true man is like!” Gu Hai enthusiastically replied. Immediately after, he tore young Lady Bai’s pants off with one swift movement.
Lady Bai struggled to stop him from taking it off. He looked at the village Chief with innocent eyes that pleaded. “Village Chief, don’t be like this. My husband has already started to suspect me. I’m afraid…”
“What are you afraid of? He’s a spineless coward and a useless husband. What right does he have to not let someone else love his wife?”
What kind of logic is this?!!
Young Lady Bai continued to struggle, but the more he struggled, the more exhilarated Chief Gu became. And, the more energetic he was, the more passionate he was in shooting his mouth off. “Filthy whore, you’ve already let me fuck you all kinds of way. Who are you acting all coy for now? Spread your legs open or else I’ll have to force you!”
“Chief Gu, my husband has returned!” Young Lady Bai suddenly cry out in fear.
Upon hearing that, Chief Gu immediately revealed a wild and beastly smile, “Just in time for him to see!”
“It’s not that. He has really returned. I heard the sound of someone knocking just now.”
Since the script was originally created this way, when young Lady Bai panicked hysterically, village Chief Gu simply thought that what he was saying was still part of the scene. As a result, he further forced himself on him without any explanation. Chief Gu immediately ripped open young Lady Bai’s little cotton-padded jacket and proceeded to vigorously rub his perky pink nipples.
“There’s really someone knocking at the door!”
A bit of resistance will set the mood, whereas a violent one will definitely spoil it. Especially when the beautiful wife kicked Village Chief Gu’s crotch. Even a man with the dirtiest mind in the world would be forcibly knocked out of consciousness.
‘Knock, knock, knock!’
Gu Hai and Bai Luo Yin immediately exchanged questioning glances.
No fucking way? The spineless coward really returned?
Gu Hai reluctantly stood up and slowly wobbled his way to the door to open it. As expected, Bai Luo Yin had too much to drink. Not only did he not use the time to take off the short cotton-padded jacket, he even fucking buttoned up the part that had been ripped open. Once he finished tidying himself up, he stood at the door, ready to greet the guest.
The moment the door opened, Gu Yang thought he had teleported to another era. One was dressed in a military uniform accompanied by a pair of rain boots, while the other was dressed in a red cotton-padded jacket with flower prints, and a pair of green pants.
What kind of joke is this?
Bai Luo Yin was truly immersed in his role. So much so that it was impossible to drag him out of it. So the moment he saw Gu Yang standing in front of the door, he said with astonishment, “You’ve returned, you spineless coward!”
Those words caused countless dark lines to emerge on Gu Yang’s grave and stern face, quickly organizing into an indestructible net.
On the other hand, Gu Hai quickly sobered up the moment he saw Gu Yang’s face.
The fuck. Couldn’t you have picked a better time to come? You just had to drop by at precisely this time to spoil our fun!
Gu Hai was still feeling aggravated when suddenly, his beloved wife hugged the other person’s arm. And as if that wasn’t enough, the drunken fool began to fucking explain and say with a voice full of grievances that the village chief had taken a trip out of his home to greet everyone and that, “the two of us are still husband and wife.”
Feeling anxious, Gu Hai immediately pulled Bai Luo Yin back towards him and angrily said, “Look carefully. Who is your husband, huh?”
Bai Luo Yin shrieked loudly, then turned his head to look at Gu Yang before shifting his intoxicated eyes back to Gu Hai. “Hey, I just realised that the two of you look exactly the same. The spineless coward and the village chief is played by the same person. That means, if he’s a spineless coward, then you must also be one too!”
Shit, the alcohol really got the better of him.
Once Gu Yang smelt the smell of alcohol permeating throughout the house, he knew right away that these two fools were up to no good. At first, he came over with the intention of bidding them farewell since he was planning on returning to Beijing the next day. But, seeing their immoral behavior, he realized that even if he were to say something, it would have been the same as not saying anything at all. As a result, he tugged the corner of Bai Luo Yin’s cotton jacket for a second, then he gave Gu Hai a profound look before directly taking his leave.
After Gu Yang left, Bai Luo Yin remained standing at the door–confusion still drawn on his face. The innocent expression painted across his face so lovingly provoked Gu Hai’s mind to be shrouded with much jealousy. The kind that caused a fume of smoke to emit from his ears and blanket his eyes with anger.
He quickly pulled his wife into his arms and tightly embraced him before raining kisses on his forehead, nose, cheeks and lips. Each kiss was soft then rough–domineering and possessive.
“Stop looking! Even if you keep on looking at him, he’s still not your man.”
Bai Luo Yin still could not comprehend what had just happened, “The person who left just now, is he the spineless coward or the village chief?”
This time, Gu Hai modified his own character and said, “The person that just left is the village chief. I am the spineless coward, the one that you were originally paired with.” As those words warmly trickled into Bai Luo Yin’s ears, Gu Hai gently molested his rosy cheeks.
“Then, why are you wearing the village chief’s uniform, huh? Take it off, I’ll go and give it back to him.” Bai Luo Yin continued to slur out his questions and statements while attempting to rip the uniform off.
Gu Hai immediately gripped his hands, stopping his lecherous fingers. “What? Are you addicted to having affairs? Why aren’t you paying attention to your man? Go! Go into the bedroom with me. We need to settle this matter tonight.”
As a result of this strangely intoxicated moment, Gu Hai’s character fully changed from the village chief to the spineless coward.
“Listen to me carefully. Right now, I’m the coward and you’re my wife. I don’t have the capability to perform any sexual acts so I can only watch, unable to touch you. You must fulfill your duty as my wife and give me a show every day to satisfy my cravings.”
Gu Hai thought that after saying those words, he would have to come up with a string of persuasive sentences to lure this handsome man to spontaneously initiate the show. However, today, young Lady Bai was especially obedient and conscious of his needs. In a rather slow and enticing manner, he tore off the little cotton-padded jacket and got on the bed. He then proceeded to light up a cigarette.
In the silent and dimly lit room, Bai Luo Yin’s face and chest were stained with a burning carmine color that yearned to overtake his entire skin. He placed the cigarette loosely between his parted lips then inhaled slowly. His system quickly responded to the smoke, and he could clearly feel his lungs being wrapped by a warm blanket.
All the while, Gu Hai’s eyes feasted on the handsome man that was luring him. Although his lovely eyes were brimming with seduction, they were somehow still gentle and laced with bit of warmth. Florid cheeks and flawlessly sculpted lips as if crafted by angels themselves. Sitting this close to him, Gu Hai could clearly see the lines that make up Bai Luo Yin’s face glistening attractively under the dim light. All these features make up a delicate and almost angelic face that makes Gu Hai want to throw him down immediately.
Taking another slow and small drag of the cigarette, Bai Luo Yin lightly blew out a mouthful of smoke and casted an indiscernible glance towards Gu Hai. It was a courageous, masculine and enticing, and it mesmerized and beckoned Gu Hai to swallow him whole.
Bai Luo Yin’s upper body was exposed, revealing his finely toned muscles while his lower half was only covered by those atrocious looking pants. Armed with impossibly long legs that seemed to run for miles, Bai Luo Yin was the only person who could pull off that look and still remain extremely sexy and erotic. With his eyes on Gu Hai, Bai Luo Yin naturally parted his long and smooth legs, revealing the healthy lines that shaped his kissable inner thighs, which ascended lovingly up to his crotch. The slight bulge between his legs remained still and undisturbed. It was clear that the little beast was still fast asleep and needed to be urgently aroused.
Having placed the end of cigarette inside his mouth, Bai Luo Yin intentionally let his fingers slither down his body in a slow erotic gesture before finally stopping at that sweet sweet spot between his legs. He began to slowly rub it. Up and down, his fingers slipped and grazed his crotch. The act alone was so slow that it was annoying to a certain extent. His movements followed the slow and heavy rhythm of his breath. Tilting his head slightly backward, he let some of the smoke that he had inhaled earlier to finally escape his mouth. Slowly it rose and filled the room.
Bai Luo Yin gazed Gu Hai with eyes that were both slightly haughty and indolent. He gave off the expression of someone whose sexy body was destined to only be admired from afar, and not be touched or played with. From time to time, the cigarette at the corner of his mouth would lift upwards in a taunting and disdainful manner as he looked down and teased the admirer whose gaze cannot be averted from him. This seductive look was intended to lure and excite the only person he wanted to trap.
Looking at him, Gu Hai’s pupils suddenly contracted before the smell of blood attacked his nostrils. This version of Bai Luo Yin was driving him completely insane!!
In the future, even if I lose everything, I must have at least two bottles of liquor stashed at home at all times. A lifetime of sexual pleasure will be completely dependent on it now!
Slowly, little beast between Bai Luo Yin’s legs started to wake up. The outline of it stiffening beneath the loose pants became faintly discernable as if trying to burst out. Bai Luo Yin slid his hand inside his pants and slowly dropped his head slightly back. All the while, he let out a series of titillating moans and gasps before increasing the movements of his hands as he rubbed gently then roughly against his aching member.
By now, only half of the cigarette remains at Bai Luo Yin’s mouth. It was being gripped tightly by his teasing fingers that seemed to intentionally push it in and out slowly as he inhaled and exhaled mouthfuls of smoke. Soon, the cigarette was going to be exhausted to the point of obliteration just like Gu Hai’s waning patience.
Not completely unaware of the lustful eyes following his every move, Bai Luo Yin teasingly dragged his pants down a bit at a time, until the back of his hand and dense pubes were all that remained between Gu Hai’s view and his treasured beast. Gu Hai’s heated gaze targeted that area relentlessly, unwilling to budge even the slightest. He wished that the raging flames in his eyes could ignite the surface of this lovely lad’s pants so that the hidden territory beneath could be completely exposed to him.
The cigarette has reached the end of its short life, leaving only a lingering scent of smoke. Bai Luo Yin nipped its stub before casting Gu Hai a faint glance.
Gu Hai could no longer endure this delightful tease. Like a fierce tiger rushing down a formidable mountain range, he pounced onto Bai Luo Yin’s irresistible body and forcibly tore his pants off in one go.
“Aren’t you a spineless coward?” Bai Luo Yin asked deliberately.
Gu Hai ruthlessly pushed his heated body against Bai Luo Yin’s, while his hand snaked towards his own thirsty cock and stealthily thrusted it in that tight spot he’s been eyeing.
“You’ve fucking cured me!”
After a round of intense thrusting that consumed a good amount of their youthful vigor, the two finally reached their first climax with neither of their cocks softened. Intoxicated with each other’s scent and the urgent need to satisfy their lingering thirst for the next person, the second round started quickly without any of them taking notice.
This time, Bai Luo Yin’s quickly flicked his warm tongue against Gu Hai’s chest before slightly moving his head down to lightly bit his nipple, provoking an alluring moan. He then slowly emerged from beneath Gu Hai’s hot and sweaty body; the same one that seemed unwilling to part from his. He climbed on Gu Hai and roughly shoved him back using as much strength as he could muster.
Making sure their eyes remained connected, he slipped Gu Hai’s rock hard cock inside his tight passage and began to move his pelvis in satisfaction. Gu Hai happily leaned against the bed and leisurely lit up a cigarette, inhaling a puff of smoke while admiring the way Bai Luo Yin slowly and enticingly rode him.
Enjoying the electrifying pleasure that currently consumes his entire being, leaving him in a state of ecstasy, Bai Luo Yin let out a light moan. Without pulling out, his waist curved forward, nearly kissing Gu Hai’s nose. He kissed Gu Hai’s cheeks, then dragged his lips down just the slightest and inhaled a mouthful of smoke from his lover’s cigarette. Then with a smirk, he exhaled the smoke onto Gu Hai’s face which he so willingly inhaled. A second later Gu Hai inhaled another mouthful of smoke, then closed his lips, trapping the smoke inside his mouth. As soon as Bai Luo Yin leaned over and kissed him and their lips locked, Gu Hai passed the mouthful of smoke into Bai Luo Yin’s mouth.
The smoke seeped out from between their slightly parted lips and spread along the lines of their flushed faces.
From the sweaty surface of their hot bodies to the center of their beating hearts, the two were completely intoxicated with each other.
As their lips remained sealed, their tongues started to dance against each other.
Suddenly, Gu Hai tightly gripped Bai Luo Yin’s waist while his body was still beneath him. He then used some of his strength and thrusted into him hard and fast. Unanticipated pleasure and excitement quickly took over Bai Luo Yin, causing his lips to break away from Gu Hai’s and move down to bite hard into his chin instead.
With stuffy moans, he managed to squeezed out, “ah…no…it’s too fast!”
Gu Hai lightly smiled when he heard this. He quickly released his hold of Bai Luo Yin and said, “Then you control the speed.”
Bai Luo Yin sat upright and pressed both his sweaty palms down on Gu Hai’s chest. He then started to slowly rock in place.
Before long, without any warning at all, Bai Luo Yin’s cock–the same one that had been obediently sitting between his legs–rapidly rose in excitement. Gu Hai quickly noticed the awakening of that monster. He responded to it by reaching out and fondling it. He grasped it and, using the tip of his finger, played with its tip, which had started to leak. Bai Luo Yin quickened his speed as a conditioned reflex.
Even as the excitement from their act distorted Bai Luo Yin’s handsome face, in Gu Hai’s eyes, it was still exceptionally enchanting.
Gu Hai’s hand reached out to gently caress Bai Luo Yin’s face.
Reveling in his warm touches, Bai Luo Yin lowered his body again and embraced Gu Hai. As they passionately kissed each other, trying to convey all their feelings, their bodies began to move simultaneously, provoking their heated breath and sensual moans to intertwine and resonate throughout the room.
“Is this the spot? Huh? Is it?”
“Yes, it is….yeah…ah…Gu Hai!”
Feeling the excitement taking over his own body, Gu Hai tightly buckled Bai Luo Yin’s head against the pillow. With a rough and deep roar, a layer of white cloudy liquid escaped from Bai Luo Yin and settled onto Gu Hai’s abdomen. Meanwhile, his own essence was filling the inside of Bai Luo Yin’s body.
“Yin Zi, I love you.”
Although just slightly under a spell of intoxication, Gu Hai used this rare opportunity to confess his feelings once again.
Bai Luo Yin’s burning face pressed closely against the side of his face, before he faintly replied, “Ok”.
“Ok?” Gu Hai twisted his head to the side and shot Bai Luo Yin a quick glance, “Just this one word? Nothing else?”
With his eyes closed, Bai Luo Yin merely muttered ‘yeah’. When Gu Hai nudged him again, Bai Luo Yin’s head slid directly onto the pillow.
Hey! Don’t sleep!
Even as Gu Hai shook him a couple more times, Bai Luo Yin still remained unconscious. As usual, he latched tightly onto Gu Hai’s body and fell soundly asleep. Seeing him like this, Gu Hai did not have the heart to wake him up even though he felt a sense of tightness in his chest.
Nevermind, I’ll take it as you fucking owe me those words. The day you remember it, you have to make up for it!
Hi dear friends and readers, I’m a gal of little words lately. I only hope that you all enjoy this chapter and the ones to follow amidst the sadness that you might feel in regards to the event that took place today one year ago. Please do remember to thank Zoish for helping me upload the chapters on this site and Watercolour on wattpad for helping to host this site. As we continue to move further, let’s keep in mind that even though we are a small community, we have always been kind to each other when support is needed. keep the positivity alive and keep loving and supporting our boys. As in the words of the lustful Gu Hai, “Only if you dare.”
Super virtual hugs,
Hello everyone. Sienna here. 🙂 It’s been a long time since I’ve written a note. How are you all? I hope you guys are doing good. (Warning: extremely long note below. Please bear with me). For those of you who have been following Addicted and YuZhou as long as I do, I know today marks a year since a memorable, yet devastating day for all of us.
I can still remember 17th April 2016 vividly. Last year, in the morning, I was filled with anticipation and hope for the Thailand Addicted Fanmeeting. Although I had yet to see Jing Yu and ZhouZhou together on the previous days, I still had a positive mindset. Little did I know that all of my hopes would come crashing down after that night.
I remember how ZhouZhou, Feng Song and Chen Wen came out from the van to the fanmeet venue, wearing cheerful smiles on their face. I still remember how ecstatic my YuZhou friend was when she told me she saw Jing Yu walking in front of her. I still remember that I wrote wishes for Jing Yu and ZhouZhou along with the members of Addicted forum and my dear friend managed to give it to Vivi Jie. I remember that I had high hopes for them that day. I thought it would be a day filled with happiness.
But I was wrong. Terribly wrong.
That night, as I watched the livestream from a fan who kindly recorded the FM for us, I realized that we were forced to watch something that would kill us slowly. I couldn’t bear to watch it in the end. I just can’t. Addicted is not Addicted when only one of the main casts was standing on stage, it was either Xu Wei Zhou with Feng Song and Chen Wen or only Huang Jing Yu alone. Although the four of them finally stood at one stage, it was also agonizing. Watching Huang JingYu tearing up, Feng Song crying, ZhouZhou and Chen Wen mouthing the lyrics of ‘Hai Ruo You Yin’ when they watched the fanmade video, and JingYu singing his verse of the song. I can’t imagine how the fans attending Thai FM were able to survive that night.
The only thing that managed to soothe my heart was the time when Feng Song pulled ZhouZhou to stand beside Jing Yu. I never knew how precious 3 seconds was, until I saw that cherished moment. I’m still thankful to Feng Song up until this day. He risked everything for us to be able to see YuZhou once more.
Unfortunately, the pain had yet to end. At the same night, Chai Ji Dan decided to drop the bomb and announced that season 2 wouldn’t be filmed ever. Banned until who knows when. After watching the FM, my hopes for season 2 were completely dashed. I didn’t expect much anymore. That time, I was already happy knowing that JingYu and ZhouZhou were well and happy. And she gave a bittersweet parting gift to us, the ‘Walk Slowly’ MV. (Not going to talk much about this one, the wound is just too fresh). It’s the best MV I’ve ever watched. I mourned for a week after that.
But then, here we are right now. One year after and we are still standing right here. JingYu and ZhouZhou have been through so many hurdles. And so have we, YuZhou CPFs. I want to accompany them, support them as long as I’m alive. Yes, it is not easy to keep your faith in something that you can’t directly see. Yes, the pain is real and inevitable, but so does hope. I have hopes to see the day when both of them are able to stand side by side again. I’m willing to wait for them until that day comes and I will stay with them thenceforth.
Thus, in the midst remembering this heartbreaking day, I hope this update from us can slightly alleviate the pain in your hearts. Special thanks to Nancy for translating this chapter together with me. Endless gratitude to Sae, for allowing us to translate this chapter, (waiting for my slow translation), editing and making it more beautiful. Thank you Jowly for editing this chapter as well. Although today is a bittersweet day (at least for me), I hope this update can evoke a smile from your lips and brighten your day a bit.
I love you all. Let’s brave this day, hand in hand.
~Hope is being able to see that light exist, despite the encompassing darkness.
Let’s walk slowly towards the bright side together.~
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