Chapter 96 – You know what I WANT
In every break between lessons, Yang Meng would always visit Bai Luo Yin’s class. Every time the back door opened, anyone knows that it definitely is Yang Meng. Once it’s opened, Bai Luo Yin will immediately say, “Why are you here again?”
During break, Bai Luo Yin heard one thing from Yang Meng. During class, Bai Luo Yin would hear another thing from You Qi. Both doesn’t seem to lie, one seemed really pitiful, one seemed really innocent. Bai Luo Yin felt really bad because he was caught between both of them. There was also one more person behind him who caused trouble. He didn’t lend a hand to solve this problem, but he always starts a quarrel instead.
After school finished, the first thing that Gu Hai saw when he opened the back door was Yang Meng again.
Yang Meng retreated a few steps, he was scared when he saw Gu Hai. He felt that Gu Hai is a person who’s really hard to approach. Bai Luo Yin is quite cold too. He really doesn’t know how can these two people became close.
“I want to go together with you!”
Yang Meng’s short body doesn’t even reach Bai Luo Yin’s shoulder, yet he still insisted on jumping on and hugging Bai Luo Yin.
Arrived at the school gate, Bai Luo Yin stopped and then looked at Yang Meng, “It’s okay now, right? He’s living in the school dorm, he’s not allowed to go out, you can rest assured and go home now!”
“Who said that?” Yang Meng straightened his neck, “Last time when we went to your house, he was following me from behind! No, I have to go with you!”
Gu Hai was behind Bai Luo Yin, he was pushing his bike, while waiting for Bai Luo Yin with calm yet dark expression.
“Last time was a special case right? He ran out from the school while risking his marks deducted, he also needs to spend money to stay overnight, all of that just for cursing at you, is it worth it?”
“Then I still want to walk together with you.” Yang Meng being completely stubborn, “Since kindergarten we have always been walking together, how many years has it been? If it weren’t for your previous teacher in charge of your class dragging your lessons all the time, would we ever go separate ways? Remembering about these things makes me feel sad, you see I’m alone by myself, to walk such a long way to home, is it easy for me?”
“Okay okay….” Bai Luo Yin patted Yang Meng’s shoulder kindly, “Lets go together, let’s go together.”
The face of that person behind them became gloomier.
Bai Luo Yin glanced at Gu Hai, “Let’s walk together three of us.”
Gu Hai suddenly kicked the pedal on his bike, he rode his bike and walked away, not answering Bai Luo Yin at all.
“No…” Yang Meng unable to understand, “What’s wrong with him? Why is it that every time I look at him, he wouldn’t give me a smiling face at all?”
Bai Luo Yin lowered his face, “Nothing, just ignore him!”
“Last time he mocked me, you said those exact same words! Yin Zi, why did you attract a person like that?”
Bai Luo Yin didn’t say a word.
Yang Meng’s walk, how can it be called walking! He was completely dancing, he turned his head around every three steps.
Bai Luo Yin couldn’t bear to see it anymore, “Yang Meng, actually what’s wrong with you? I asked You Qi already, he said he wasn’t looking for you at all, he’s not close with you, he said you framed him, and you intentionally sow discord between us!”
“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” Yang Meng raised his arms and shouted, “That bastard! That fucking bastard!”
When Bai Luo Yin saw that, he got the gist now. There must be something wrong between You Qi and Yang Meng since You Qi was definitely harrassing Yang Meng. There’s no doubt, and Yang Meng didn’t exaggerate it either. You Qi probably think that Yang Meng is really amusing, he just wanted to play with him and nothing more, so he can’t help but to tease him.
“Hehe… You’ve arrived, go inside.”
Bai Luo Yin patted the back of Yang Meng’s head once.
Yang Meng stealthily looked around in all directions. He stood still and glanced for a few more times, until he was sure that no one was there, then he went inside his house calmly.
After Bai Luo Yin sent Yang Meng home, he went back one alley, and he arrived at his home already.
Gu Hai was standing at the entrance, his bike parked beside him. There was a pile of cigarette butts near his foot.
Upon seeing Gu Hai, Bai Luo Yin spoke in a bad mood, “Go inside!”
Even after Bai Luo Yin went inside the house, he still couldn’t see Gu Hai shadow following him. Bai Luo Yin kicked the threshold, his heart was full of anger. So, you’re giving me attitude now? If you’re really capable then just stand outside for the whole night!
“Son, you came back? What about Da Hai?” Bai Han Qi asked.
Bai Luo Yin didn’t say anything, he put down his school bag and walked into his bedroom, slammed the door.
Ten minutes passed, still no movements from the outside. Bai Luo Yin didn’t know whether Gu Hai is still standing outside or he went inside already.
Not long after that, Aunt Zhou’s voice can be heard from outside.
“Da Hai, why are you not going inside? What’s wrong with this kid? Who are you sulking with? Oh dear… And why are you still smoking! Go inside quickly! It’s really cold here!…”
When Bai Han Qi heard that he immediately went outside. Not long after that, he ran to Bai Luo Yin’s room, knocking on the door.
“Son, come out!” A really stern voice.
Bai Luo Yin opened the door.
Bai Han Qi was exasperated, “Why are you so ignorant? Why are you locking Da Hai outside? What did he do to provoke you again? I say, you’re so stubborn, since you were young until now, only your way is the right way. Da Hai is a really good kid, your dad doesn’t have such a good brother like him. I really want to have a good brother like him, I…”
“Who lock him out?” Bai Luo Yin replied full of anger, “It was him who refused to come in!”
“If you weren’t pressuring him, wouldn’t he come in?
“Who’s pressuring him?” Bai Luo Yin yelled.
Bai Han Qi took a deep breath, he was annoyed, “Don’t say that, call him to go inside quickly!”
“I’m not going!” Bai Luo Yin sat on the chair.
Bai Han Qi also shouted, “If you’re not going then I’ll go!”
“You don’t need to go!”
Bai Luo Yin wanted to stand up and stop Bai Han Qi but it was too late. Bai Han Qi already walked outside with big steps.
Bai Luo Yin followed behind him, he clenched his teeth. Gu Hai you’re really cruel, so you’re using this trick now, huh? You’re the one who’s in the wrong and you’re still annoying me like this. Just go freeze to death!
“Da Hai, listen to uncle’s words, go inside! Don’t bother yourself arguing with him, he just likes to mess around since he was small!”
Bai Luo Yin suddenly kicked the door and went outside.
“Dad, you don’t need to persuade him, just let him stand outside!”
“I think you should be the one standing outside!” Bai Han Qi raised his eyebrows.
Gu Hai persuaded Bai Han Qi, “Uncle, don’t bother with me, just go inside first. I’ll stay here for a while,
“It’s refreshing” – Gu Hai stressed those two words.
Bai Luo Yin fixed his gaze on Gu Hai firmly, “So you’re not going in, right?”
Gu Hai replied, “Wasn’t it you who made me stand outside?”
Bai Luo Yin exerted his strength to pull Bai Han Qi, and dragging him inside step by step. Gu Hai just stared at Bai Luo Yin without saying anything, but he was screaming inside countless times, so you’re cruel enough to leave me outside like this? Can’t you say something to coax me? Sometimes, man can be weak and fragile too, we also need some affection, right?…..
“It’s raining ice crystals!”
Bai Han Qi sighed, his eyes kept glancing towards the door.
Bai Luo Yin looked at the outside, ice crystals covered the shoes with a layer of frost. He didn’t enter the house at all, he kept himself busy with this and that on the yard. Actually, he kept feeling the temperature outside, just in case if the temperature suddenly dropped, if he were inside the house then he wouldn’t notice it.
After Bai Han Qi said that, Bai Luo Yin finally went back into the house.
After ten minutes passed, Bai Luo Yin ran through the door with a frown on his face.
Gu Hai was still standing there full of energy, just like a soldier doing his guard duty.
Bai Luo Yin breathed a few mouthfuls of cold air, said angrily, “Come inside!”
At first, Gu Hai didn’t give any reply. And then, he raised his lip and smiled. He felt really happy that it melted the frost on his lips.
Bai Luo Yin went into the house, and passed Gu Hai a hot water bag.
Gu Hai put his hands in it, intentionally moved closer to Bai Luo Yin, raised his eyebrows and asked, “It’s so warm! When did you charge it up? How come I didn’t see you doing that?”
“Are you using it or not? If not, then hand it over!” Bai Luo Yin reached his hand out to grab it.
Gu Hai blocked him and he felt that Bai Luo Yin’s hands were colder than his.
“Why are your hands also cold?” The smile on Gu Hai’s face suddenly disappeared.
Bai Luo Yin pulled his hands away, and spoke with an unfriendly tone, “While you were standing outside, my dad was so upset. How can I still have the face to stay inside the house?”
Gu Hai felt touched yet very apologetic. He used the hot water bag to warm his own hands, then he
pulled Bai Luo Yin’s hands in to warm him up too. Bai Luo Yin resisted a bit, but Gu Hai won’t let it go. A pair of big hands wrapped another pair of big hands. Once in a while, Gu Hai even breathed into the bag. Although it was a little awkward, but it also had an indescribable warmth.
At night before sleep, Bai Luo Yin was soaking his legs in his room. Gu Hai didn’t enter at all. After Bai Luo Yin finished, he went outside to take a look. He saw that Gu Hai was in the kitchen, didn’t know what was he busy with.
“Uncle, it’s been boiling for a while, is it done now?”
“Yes, that’s enough. You can serve it now.”
Gu Hai filled a bowl with ginger soup and carefully carried it outside. Upon seeing Bai Luo Yin standing on the yard, he couldn’t help but to complain, “Why did you come outside? Come back inside quickly! It’s really cold!”
Bai Luo Yin looked at the ginger soup inside the bowl. He moved his lips, but didn’t say a word.
“Try it, how’s the taste?” Gu Hai asked.
Bai Luo Yin drank two big gulps, “A little hot.”
“The hotter it is, the better it is to dispel the cold. Drink some more.”
“Aren’t you going to drink?” Bai Luo Yin glanced at Gu Hai.
Gu Hai was drowning in fondness, he smiled, “I’ll drink after you finish yours.”
Both drank a big bowl of ginger soup, then prepared to sleep. Gu Hai suddenly saw a bruise on Bai Luo Yin’s ankle. His breathing stopped. He pulled Bai Luo Yin’s leg without any explanation and asked, “How did you get this?”
“You’re asking how did i get this? During the day, someone was being an idiot and kicked me.”
Gu Hai suddenly felt vexed, he remembered that he didn’t use that much force! How did his kick turned out to be like that? His fingers stroked that area gently, he was feeling very angry inside. Bai Luo Yin hurting himself is one thing, he made Bai Luo Yin hurt is another thing. That fiery arrogance he felt in the afternoon was completely collapsed, only remorse and guilt remained.
“Does it hurt?” Gu Hai asked.
Bai Luo Yin used this chance to retaliate, “Nonsense, do you want to try to get a beating?”
Gu Hai suddenly leaned down, and placed his lips gently on the bruise.
Bai Luo Yin’s body stiffened, he immediately pushed Gu Hai away.
“Stop fooling around, my dad is outside!”
“I don’t care, I’m so worried. I just want to kiss. Otherwise, I won’t be able to get over it.”
“How big a thing is this?” Bai Luo Yin felt embarrassed and angry, “I was kidding! It doesn’t hurt at all. I often knock against things all the time, it’s no big deal. Hurry and get up!”
Not only he didn’t move, Gu Hai even kissed that area more intensely. At first he only used his lips to rub, but then he even used his tongue.
Bai Luo Yin’s expression changed, then he kicked Gu Hai.
“Do you feel no shame?”
Gu Hai laughed and grabbed Bai Luo Yin’s leg, spoke shamelessly yet full of concern, “I know I was in the wrong in this matter, I shouldn’t treat your buddies like that. But Yin Zi, I really can’t control my emotions. I feel really insecure inside. If you can give me a confirmation, I won’t feel tortured like this!”
I give you a confirmation and I won’t have my sense of security again. Bai Luo Yin replied Gu Hai in his mind.
Outside, Bai Luo Yin still pretended to be indifferent.
“What sense of security do you want? Is it not enough that you’re free-loading here every day? How much more do you want?”
Gu Hai grabbed the blanket forcefully, then he completely wrapped himself and Bai Luo Yin inside. He hugged the guy beside him tightly, without leaving any gap in between. He placed his lips against Bai Luo Yin’s ears.
“You know what I want.”
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